Here we are again, its been what....three years since my last post (blame it on....i don't know, Akon or something) and spoke the innermost thoughts of my mind for all those
that are interested in having an insight into the mind of Aprils fool.
Well here goes, this is for your viewing pleasure.
The topic on
my mind today is ...yep you guessed it from the title....TRUTH. It is
said that the truth will set you free. Does it? Honestly i don't agree
100percent with this statement. I think the concept of truth is like a
rope that is tied around the neck of a perpetual liar. He can't wriggle
lose from it because the truth he tells will trap him in a whirl of
countless explanations to people he has previously lied to. in their
eyes, he loses both integrity as well as trust. Trust.....hmmmm, another
word i love to hate. But right now for the purpose of this note, let me
not veer away from the truth topic but mark my words Mr. trust, i will
be back for you. Now where was i, Ah yes..... truth.
It is the basis
of so many things, mostly relationships and even friendships and even
business partnerships ....(hmmmm, lots of ships lol). without it, what
you have is a charade of actors living what is called a fools paradise
because the very existence of whatever ship they are in is based on a
faulty foundation. We all know what happens to faulty foundations
right.....yep, you got it....they come tumbling down someday. So if you
want to sail on a lovely ship its best you tell the truth
right.....errr, false. most people, lie....yes, we lie. we all
lie......lie lie lie lie lie lie..... popular lies "i'll be there in two
minutes"...two hours later the man never show... "aww,baby i love you
so much"... hahaha, laughing in chinese. why though? why are people so
afraid to be honest? why are they afraid to express their thoughts
clearly without mincing words? why do people chose to hide behind the
fake shield called lies. Jesus, why lie?
i know....cos the truth,
hurts. its bitter as bitter kola or coffee without sugar or milk. How
would it feel like to know that the person you love so much doesn't have
an atom of feeling for you? Jesus, that is not my portion. or an
important business deal you had your hopes on has gone sour and you have
been left out of the loop. so not sweet. come to think of it, maybe
thats why people lie....cos they feel the other party cant handle the
truth. It takes a strong person to tell the truth no matter what. It may
be a cruel act, especially when you know that saying the truth is gonna
hurt a lot but what can you do. You have the obligation to yourself to
set yourself free first, not caring if the receiver is gonna be hurt by
your truth or not. Looking at it from that angle, what can say that
saying the truth in itself is sort of a selfish act. but hey, who am i
to judge right? Truth hurts though, but what must be done must be
done....it can not be avoided. Lets just hope that whatever truths we
tell today, don't come back to haunt us tomorrow. and please, try not to
lie.....there is a special part in hell reserved for liars. Even though
the truth is bitter, try to add a spoon full of sugar so it helps the bitter pill go down.
Once again, thank you for listening to my bullshit...arriverderci
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